Saturday, September 5, 2009

a moment of unclarity

I find that I'm pretty insecure about certain things. Like my guitar skills, or things that people think about me. But most recently, one of the biggest insecurities I've discovered is my cooking. I always get extremely anxious as I put the finishing touches on my product, even to the point of sweating. And I find myself pacing and performing other stupid signs of nervousness as people begin chowing down. Did I cook it the right way? Will they like it? If it's good, will they say so? Did I just hear someone throw up?
Maybe I just need affirmation. Does that make me a girl?